Forever Alone.
Everyday that I find out something new about you… I tend to grow a greater liking for you. It’s a never ending process that will constantly go on forever until there is nothing new to learn. However, we are all constantly growing and changing. Therefore, the process will never end. You tell me that I wouldn’t be able to write much about you. But there is more to you than you actually know. You tend to not give yourself enough credit for what you really are. You are amazing, but you don’t want to admit it because we all tend to do it. I liked you for who you are and not what you had. I liked you for what you believed in and now what you conformed to. I liked you for your free spirit and your ability to no care about what others believed. However, I know that you actually do care. You worried about my family when they didn’t know you how I knew you. You have good intentions and you just want to have fun. People will always judge and all you can do is ignore the noise and continue to do your own thing. You say I will find someone better, but you didn’t give yourself any credit that you actually made me the happiest I’ve been in a long time. That’s what mattered to me the most. You made me happy so there was no need to find someone better. We’re not together and we will never be together, but I know you will find someone better. Unlike you… good friends will come and go. So you will eventually meet someone who qualifies. I’m a nice guy, It’s my destiny to be forever alone. So don’t trip, I’ll be fine. This always happens anyways.
(Source: farewell-sweetheart)
Happy - Dizzy Wright
DJ Drama (Ft Chris Brown & J. Cole) - Undercover
(Source: tedeezy)
Music will be the death of me.
It always seems to taunt and relate to the exact mood and feelings I am feeling. Sometimes I wish that it would stop reminding me, but the beautiful noise is just so soothing to turn off… music will be the death of me.
Be mindful of what you toss away, be careful of what you push away and think hard before you walk away.
(Source: jesicaisawesome)
Turtleneck Swag. Fake Smiles.
